Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in everybodysxfo0l's LiveJournal:

Monday, May 30th, 2005
10:27 pm	Wow.. Totally Kick-ass/Odd/Scary weekend!! I loved it. I wish every weekend was like that. I'm not even going to explain it. <33 (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 28th, 2005
10:46 am	Im so bored. (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
2:59 pm	WE ARE NO LONGER MOVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY DAD WANTS TO STAY A LITTLE BIT LONGER FOR SOME REASON.. BUT IT'S ALL GOOD... even though in some sense i still wanna leave.. BUT YEA... OUR HOUSE IS NO LONGER FOR SALE.. (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
2:26 pm	TOMORRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOWWW IS MY BIRTHDAY!!! (SATURDAY!!) YOU GUYS SHOULD CALL ME! 609 440 6924 <333 Jess (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 24th, 2005
6:56 pm	I: Your Beauty lies in Sadness. Lonely, depressed and feeling broken. For whatever reason, you see this world only for the bad that it holds carrying the burdens of yourself and others. Some people like to be with you and your unique vantage point when they are down, you are someone who can sympathize with them. But you find yourself alone again when they seem to find a solution and are happy again, yet you still are stuck in this rut. Do not worry, you will make it out at some time. Everyone does, if you try. When you are seen all others want to do is make your pain go away, but that is something only you can do. You probably keep to yourself a lot and don't like to let people in, afraid to be hurt again. You feel empty and helpless and your looks reflect that, often seen with tears in your eyes.</font> Some Things That Represent You: Element: Dark, Earth Animal: Robin Color: Grays, Blacks, Dark Colors Song: Tourniquet by Evanescence Expression: Tearful Frown Gemstone: Aquamarine Mythological Creature: Spirit, Gargoyle Planet: Mercury Hair Color: Blue-Black Eye Color: Gray Quote: "Am I too lost to be saved?" Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::.. brought to you by Quizilla I really liked the picture. Someone came to look at the house today. They are coming back on Tuesday, so the lady can show her husband. :( Current Mood: Meh. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
8:24 pm	BULLSHIT!! OK, so my birthday is on the 30th, and my mom is leaving. She's going to VA for a picnic/party for my cousin, since she's over her cancer.. yeah.. i know it's a big thing.. but, ITS YOUR DAUGHTERS FUCKING BIRTHDAY! HELLO?!?!?!? i'd like to go, but come the fuck on, it's my birthday. im so fucking pissed off right now. Current Mood: PISSED THE FUCK OFF (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
10:01 pm	In Case anyone wants to know: 10 DAYS NOW!!! Just one thing.. can anyone, ANYONE!, tell me why it is that noone EVER wants to hang out anymore? Please? This question has been burning in my head for a while. I need to know... I dunno.. So maybe I can change that 'something'..?? That's if, anyone even reads this.. And also, another thing.. Anyone and everyone, tell me how you really feel about me, post anonomously or normally... I just really wanna know how I come off on people.. That also has been in my head for a long time. I wanna know if I really have friends, or if I just think I do. Please. I am asking.. begging.. Someone just answer those 2 questions for me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, April 18th, 2005
4:26 pm	11 DAYS!!!   wo0t!! I can't wait!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
8:43 pm	This Weekend was TOTALLY KICK ASS!! I had so much fun this weekend.. I hung out with Spaz on friday.. We hung out at my house for a while.. played DDR and then we went to the park.. At the park it was... umm.. Tom M, Carl, Pete, Anthony, Katrina, and Brad.. We didn't really talk to anyone.. we just sat there and watched everyone play.. then we sat on the slides and talked.. haha good times talkin to her!! Then everyone came over and we couldn't talk anymore.. Then Carl started bein a Ninja and anthony said somethin to me so I started callin him gay.. and we started to fight (not really fight) and blah.. I got so many woodchips thrown at me.. and like 100 went in my shirt.. so0o that really sucked.. on top of that I had my slippers on.. so I couldn't run right cuz they kept fallin off.. Then spaz left and anthony, carl and I left... Then the next day, HOLLY CAME!! We chilled... talked.. laughed at nothin what so ever.. had fun just sittin there.. Then I went down to Mike's with her and we chilled on the steps for a while.. And there was like 15 people.. It was: Carl, Pete, Anthony, Sal, Fred, Kyle, Mike, Tom M., Noelle, Brandon, Madalyn, Dildo, Geralyn, Holly, Me, "Rodney", and I think the other guys name was Matthew.. i dunno.... I think that's it.. everyone was playin football in the firehouse parking lot except holly, me, dildo, and geralyn.. we were just sittin there talkin nd laughin and the shit on brandon's phone.. andddd yeah.. then everyone came over and we all started talkin and i had an awesome time.. I never laughed so much.. then everyone left.. nd it was me, sal, anthony, pete, mike, and tom.. and we sat in the grass and talked.. we didn't come in til' like after 11.. madd fun.. i loved it.. then sunday.. Didn't do much.. Holly came back and we all went to the park.. We chilled.. i saw her dog finally.. its so cute.. it looks like a cow.. and anthonys little sister was there.. lol shes so funny.. she told us stuff about him.. that none of us would have thought about.. lol.. then holly left.. and we all left.. and i went home.. my madre had a BBQ sorta thing.. frank nd stacy came over.. and me and stacy talked about stuff for a while.. laughed some more.. haha.. I don't think i've ever laughed this much.. except when I was with Holly last year.. I miss her so much.. I loved this weekend.. I felt like I had friends again.. but.. I think that's the last time that'll be happenin.. maybe next weekend cuz she's comin over and we are hangin out all weekend.. i hope.. butttttttt yeah.. I loved it. I wish it never ended.. hopefully there'll be days like this in the summer time.. id love to see that happen.. and here are some things i found on websites.. and i decided to put them on here.. soo yeah.. thats pretty.. lol <imgsrc="http://mi4.bpcdn.us/grafix11/2.gif"> (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
8:09 pm	All I have to say is... AL ZEBROWSKI YOU ARE A FUCKING ASSHOLE, AND I PRETTY MUCH HATE YOU NOW. I LET THAT SHIT SLIP LAST WEEK, BUT NOT THIS FUCKING TIME. THAT SHIT WAS FUCKED UP, AND I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY, IF YOU EVEN SAY IT, IT'S NOT O-FUCKING-KAY. DON'T TRY TO ACT LIKE YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING. DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME. EVER. OR TALK TO ME AGAIN. DON'T "ACCIDENTALLY" RUN INTO ME IN THE HALLWAYS EITHER. IM SO PISSED OF AT THE FACT THAT YOU WOULD EVEN FUCKING SAY THAT, WHETHER YOUR JOKING OR NOT. FUCKING DICKHEAD. unless I actually believe you, which.. probably isn't happening, maybe I'll talk to you again.. but in that case.. FUCK YOU! <333 always, Jess Current Mood: Pissed the fuck off. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
7:06 pm	My dad is ranting. I fucking hate it. He talks more shit about his family than fucking people talk about eachother in our school. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
10:38 pm	Awesomeness. Woo! That was the most fun i have ever had. My break was effing-A!!! and I mean EFFING-A! I went on a cruise with my madre. I dont remember where it was all to.. except St. Tomas, Barbados, and San Juan (puerto rico)... and some other places which i cant remember.. And it was great. I wanna go back on another one. I dont even wanna go back for the places.. I wanna go back for the people. They are so nice. I love it. They all thought i was like 18 or i was in college.. and they were like "would you like anything from the bar?" and my mom was there so she was like.. "shes only 14 years old!!" and blah blah blah.. so i couldnt get anything.. There were a few hott ones.. I felt wanted there.. lol They were like.. wow.. i dont even know. but like 5 all thought i was pretty and stuff.. and yeah.. my moms friend that works there (he remembered her from the first cruise she went on.. and they talked).. hes the funniest person.. hes so short soo0 it just adds to the funny-ness cuz some of the stuff he says just is weird.. but i loved it.. for the last like three days me and my mom would go and talk to him for 2 hours.. he was doing wine tasting and not alot of people came to try the wine soo we would go to him and talk to him.. it was so funny.. we wouldnt just go there to talk to him cuz that would like make us stalkers or some shit like that.. soo my mom would get a cup of coffee and drink it and he would sit there and talk to us and entertain us.. i cant even explain the stuff he says.. it just so funny.. I fell off of a banana boat.. first we had to get on it.. and since everyone else was already on I had to sit on the back of it and my mom had to sit on the front.. .and i knew i was gonna fall off so0o i just held on for dear life.. and it was all good until he had to turn so we could go back to the beach so we didnt miss the boat back to the ship.. and when he turned i fell off.. but i was still kinda holding on to the handle.. and i was drug in the water for like a second.. and then i let go.. and there i was just floating in the water.. helpless.. i was so scared cuz i didnt want a shark to attack me.. i couldnt even move.. but i could atleast see the bottom.. soo0 it was all good.. it wasnt like the nasty ass water here where you cant see shit in the water.. otherwise i think i would have cried.. but thats it for now.. im tired and i need to sleep good night ohh yeah.. thanks for doing that survey that i put on here.. the one in the entry before this one.. i really wanted someone to do it. this isnt against any one person so.. on that note.. please, no one take offense to that. kk im outski. night. <3 jess Current Music: Nothin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, March 18th, 2005
10:51 pm	DO IT BITCHES! Say yes or no to each question (stolen from my dear friend, Jen!) ( ) go out with me? ( ) give me your number? ( ) have sex with me? ( ) let me kiss you? ( ) watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? ( ) let me take you out to dinner? ( ) drive me somewhere/anywhere? ( ) take a shower with me? ( ) be my girlfriend/boyfriend? ( ) have a fling with me? ( ) listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends? ( ) buy me a drink if i didnt have money? ( ) take me home for the night? ( ) would you let me sleep in your bed? ( ) sing car karaoke with me? ( ) sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? ( ) re-post this for me to answer your questions? ( ) let me give you a piggyback ride? ( ) come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? Im leaving tmorrow!! I won't be back until.. I don't know when.. But yeah.. PEOPLE PLEASE FILL THIS OUT!! <333 Jess Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Monday, March 14th, 2005
10:23 pm	Again.. lol Did the same shit as Friday.. (i think it was).. School was blah. Today was my uncle Joe's birthday.. so I went to my grandmoms house and gave him his stuff.. On the way there I saw grab-ass.. and talked to him for a few.. He told me to go to the park later on.. Soo later on I went.. We played basketball.. Me nd him against mike nd fred. Then Devan came.. and it was all over.. Devan bounced the ball off his head like 2 times.. nd grab ass got all pissed... i quit a long time ago.. lol.. then we went to the park part and just chilled... Umm... Joe wanted me to go for a walk with him real quick soo i went.. it was just up the street... then we walked around the park cuz mike nd fred were leaving.. nd he walked with us.. and yeah.. soo that was my day.. im out-ski. Byez. -jess (Comment on this)
Friday, March 11th, 2005
9:15 pm	Another good day!! School was Blah. I don't feel like explaining.. Nothing happened anyway.. I came home and I went to the park with Mike, Fred, and Carl. When we got there.. Grab-ass-ki was there.. And so was Danielle, James, Evan or something.. and Geralyn. It was me and Grab-ass against Everyone except James and evan?? i dunno lol.. Well Danielle came in after a while.. and so did Geralyn.. Soo yeah.. I kicked ass.. We won... I fucking scored so much.. Then we left.. And yeah.. I went to mikes.. and Fred, Mike, and me are making a movie tomorrow or something... lol.. It should be fun.. I think its supposed to be a scary movie.. I dunno And thats it.. <333 (Comment on this)
Monday, March 7th, 2005
6:12 pm	TODAY KICKED ASS!! Today was great!! To start off, in the morning we had the NJ PASS math test... that shit was hard... but after we were done.. the teacher made us some iced tea and gave us cookies.. SUGAR!! Soo that hyped me up.. First period was fun.. It was only like 10 minutes though.. lol.. Jen and I just sat there and talked and laughed the whole time.. blah blah blah until 8th period!! GYM!! I FUCKING KICKED ASS IN VOLLEY BALL TODAY!! hahaha.. Instead of hitting the ball normally, I'd punch it.. AND IT ACTUALLY WENT OVER!! FUCKIN RIGHT BITCHES!! blah blah.. and I come home. I waited for a little bit.. and I decided, it's nice out.. Why not go to the park?? I go to Mike's house.. and Fred, Mike, and I all go to the park and blay some b-ball. Tom shows up.. Haha.. Haven't seen him since forever.. Lol I had fun though.. Then we left and went to Mike's house.. Since I never saw their kitten yet.. SO FUCKING ADORABLE!! LET ME TELL YOU!! Her name is Wilma.. lol.. Then we went to... DUN DUN DUUUUNN!! The foundary!! Haven't been back there in a long ass time.. We didn't stay long because we didn't want Asshole Helen to call the cops on us like she always does.. Stupid Bitch think she owns that place.. WELL GUESS THE FUCK WHAT BITCH!! YOU DON'T FUCKING OWN IT! YOU STUPID BITCH! So we left.. We planned to go back.. But I dont know.. And yeah.. Now I'm here.. And now I'm gone.. BYE Current Mood: happy Current Music: Sold- John Michael Montgomery (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 5th, 2005
5:55 pm	Today I was supposed to redye my hair.. but Shawna couldn't do it cuz shes sick.. She said she'll do it tomorrow.. But we'll see.. I definitely want it done before I go back to school.. Yet again another survey.. They are so fun.. They take away my boredomeness.. lol <lj-cut text=" What is your stand on..... Created by spyndakitrose and taken 19182 times on bzoink! Abortion? Both. Death Penalty? For. Prostitution? Both. I wouldnt do it. It's their bodies, let them do what they want with it. Alcohol? Love it. Marijuana? For. Other drugs? Against. Gay marriage? Love is love. Illegal immigrants? Lol.. Mexican's do good yard work. Smoking? For. Drunk driving? Against. Cloning? For. Racism? Both. Premarital sex? For. You can have sex when ever you want too. Religion? For. The war in Iraq? Against. Bush? DIE! Downloading music? For. The legal drinking age? Against. It should be like 5. lol Porn? Haha.. For. It's fun to make fun of. Suicide? Both. Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! "> (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
5:20 pm	surveys I love doing surveys.. they are so fun.. <lj-cut text=" Three Things Created by andy and taken 14042 times on bzoink! Three things that scare me: 1 18 wheelers 2 seran wrap 3 jelly fish Three people who make me laugh: 1 Roxy 2 Mike M. 3 Holly Three Things I love: 1 Sleeping 2 Watching Movies 3 Listening to music Three Things I hate: 1 Cleaning 2 School 3 Tests Three things I don't understand: 1 My Dad 2 My Aunt Brenda. 3 Math Three things on my desk: 1 A Ninja Turtles Bobble Head pen. 2 cigarettes 3 A Confederate flad lighter. Three things I'm doing right now: 1 Typing. 2 breathing. 3 thinking. Three things I want to do before I die: 1 Get married. 2 Have a pet cow. lol 3 umm. dunno Three things I can do: 1 Talk 2 Walk 3 Swim Three ways to describe my personality: 1 Boring 2 Shy 3 Quiet Three things I can't do: 1 Sing 2 Drink (legally) 3 drive Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! "> (Comment on this)
8:52 am	This is my new journal. Everything about it is new. haha.. No more ranting and raving about friends. Maybe once in a while... IM SORRY FOR DOING THAT BEFORE! But now.. To my question. I AM REDYING MY HAIR. I DONT KNOW WHAT COLOR TO DO, AND I AM ASKING YOU. SHOULD I DO IT THE SAME COLOR I DID BEFORE? OR BLACK? BE HONEST. PLEASE. I NEED HELP FIGURING IT OUT.. THANKS (Comment on this)